Rainy Day

Today seemed like this long, sorta blah rainy day. I think I'm down because of the weather and the way it reminds me of winter. Plus, today is my biological parent's anniversary. My mom died in 1995. I think it just drums up memories for me. I miss my mom and I feel sad that she is no longer in our lives. Well. Maybe on a spiritual level. But that's not really the same when you wish you could just call her up.